Just Wrought

Recovering playwright, once won a STRANGER Genius Award for theater. Now writing a bloated novel about… G-d help me! Theatre.

Tag: Paul Mullin

  • Meantime

    You’re asleep. Dead unconscious. So in a way you aren’t anything.

    There is a blast, or a flash. In any case a vast shock of everything. Now you are cold. Freezing. Parts of you are burning. The wind rips through you. You see darkness. Mostly. Falling fire punctuates it. And you are falling.

    Ah right: you were in an airplane. But now you are being torn by the torrent of your downward spiraling. Dead soon.

    What do you do in the meantime?

    There’s always time left.

  • Exit Interview

    I ate lunch early out of sheer boredom again, so now, two hours later, only caffeine and the Clash are gonna get me through the afternoon doldrums. The jangling siren howl of “Police on my Back” blocks out any other sound, but I see him out of the corner of my eye at the entrance of my cubicle. I pull off my headphones.

    “Hi Paul, can I talk to you for a second?

    He is smallish, with glasses and sandy hair, a button down shirt and smart casual slacks. I have never seen him before in my life.

    This is it. Is this it? 

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  • My Farce Finds a Foster Home

    My Farce Finds a Foster Home

    Every work of art is a message in a bottle, a hope that whatever it is you were trying to share when you created it makes its way to someone who can use it, ideally to make their lives, if only for a moment, a little bit better, clearer, nobler, happier, or more hopeful or truthful, or at the very least, more fun.

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  • Does Dawson Nichols Prove me Wrong?

    Does Dawson Nichols Prove me Wrong?

    When I was writing a lot about theatre here at Just Wrought several of the points I brought up irked people, show people especially:

    • MFA’s behave like viruses;
    • The primary pursuit of a living wage makes artists complicit in their own co-option;
    • No one at Seattle’s Big Houses really cares about developing new work. (Thankfully this one seems to be changing (a tiny bit, but for real, (but only time will truly tell.)))

    But nothing I said was more certain to piss off particular people like my contention that one-person shows are not, strictly speaking, theatre. My award for favorite counterstrike, if only for prolixity and opacity, goes to Omar Willey:

    Mike Daisey’s [work] is not theater[?] Behind this sort of nonsense is a childish territorialism. The artist here believes he is a High Priest in charge of the cosmic order, and that the entire world would suddenly whirl off its axis if He did not continue to fight for his own narrow definitions, categories and hierarchies–and, by implication, his own place in those hierarchies which, doubtless, is above everyone else he despises. Those who do not accord with his gospel become enemy troops to be extirpated in his Holy Crusade for the One True and Good Art. Such belligerence may be a defense, but it is primarily a defense of human ego. Yet artists cling to such silly notions as though they were essential for craft.

    Despite Willey’s daunting hyperbole (heck, I haven’t donned High Priest robes since my college days), I haven’t changed my mind about one-person shows (nor do I delude myself to believe I’ve changed anyone else’s). I still really do think theatre is defined by genuine dialogue between two or more human beings, in the presence of at least one third observer; and I stand by the second and more crucial associated argument made in my original essay, The Solo Show: A Risk Averse Artistic Administrator’s Best Friend”:

    [Artistic Administrators] defend their solo performance offerings like a richly-endowed sculpture gallery might defend an exhibition of paintings.  “We love sculpture.  And of course we are a sculpture gallery, but sculpture itself is expensive and difficult to maintain.  Instead, why not enjoy some lovely paintings of sculptures?”  Paintings of sculptures can indeed be lovely, but not even an idiot would call them sculptures, any more than Mark Twain would have referred to himself as a theatre artist 130 years ago.  Solo performance billed as theatre is a pig in a poke.

    Still, no matter how carefully one build one’s boldest arguments, there will always be an example that seems to fly in the face of everything asserted. So when I say solo shows aren’t really theatre, my long time colleague and often collaborator, Dawson Nichols simply puts on a show or two to prove me wrong. Unlike most solo performers, Nichols doesn’t just tell you a story, with a few different voices thrown in for “dramatic effect”. Instead Dawson, himself a consummate playwright as well as actor, director and professor, plays you a play. He’s as adept at transforming himself into other human beings as, say, the vaunted Anna Deavere Smith, but unlike her, he’s no monologist. Dawson creates dialogue up there, real theatre between two or more people, because freakily enough, he actually appears to be able to become two or more people at one time, right in front of our eyes. All the risk that is removed by having only one person on stage is strangely, magically, mixed back into the cauldron.

    But don’t my word for it. (I mean, there’s no point in starting NOW, right?) For the next two Fridays, you can go see for yourself, and decide if he succeeds in smashing my “childish territorialism.”

    Here’s the skinny, direct from Dawson . . .

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  • Melinda and the Ice Cracking

    The abyss doesn’t divide us.
    The abyss surrounds us.

    –Wisława Szymborska

    She didn’t want to leave the car.  So I left her there and went down the path to the look out by myself. I tried to explain to her how beautiful it was going to be: Loch Raven, frozen solid as it so rarely was, in the light of the full moon. I told her about how if you waited and listened you could hear the ice crack, like a rifle, not because it was melting, but shifting. 

    “Are you sure?  You’re gonna miss out?”

    “It’s okay.  You go.”

    “Really?”

    “Really.”

    She smiled, not unpleasantly, but her body remained stiff in the passenger seat.

    So, yeah, I went down without her.The full moon gleamed off the snow and the ice-sealed lake. It lighted up the night like one of those Fifties movies when they shot the night scenes in the daytime but then messed with the exposure or filters or something. The sky wasn’t black, but a deep, deep, deep black blue.

    I don’t remember whether, in the short minutes I sat on the cliff’s edge, I heard the ice crack. I was nervous about leaving Melinda behind.  But I hadn’t wanted to cave to her. I wanted to show her that I would witness beauty, even if she couldn’t or wouldn’t.

    It was our first date. And as it turned out, our only one. I don’t remember asking her out, or even how I summoned up the nerve. In my mind she first shows up in biology class, having moved to my high school from Minnesota. Everything about her was a little bit more dark and lustrous than we were used to in whitey-white suburban Maryland. Her skin, her eyes, her hair were all glowing brown, like she harbored the blood of the Cherokee beneath her preppy layers of sweaters, oxfords and polo shirts.

    That night I had picked her up in my Mom’s new Nissan. Melinda’s house was next to the golf course, up in one of the nice new developments, where the rich people, new to northern Baltimore County, had started living. I remember being polite to her dad. We went to the mall, but I can’t remember if we saw a movie. We probably just walked around, talking, but not much. I was convinced I would only screw things up if I blathered on and on like I usually do. The only way I was going to get anywhere with a nice girl like Melinda was by behaving like someone I wasn’t.

    Oh, sure, I had hopes we would make out when I turned off Warren Road onto the gravel by the side of the bridge. But more importantly I wanted to impress her with my deeply sensitive artist’s appreciation of the sublime. She would first see the beauty of Loch Raven frozen over through me. She would be moved. And we would kiss. This was my theory, and my theory seemed to me, while admittedly ambitious, essentially sound.

    Like I say, I didn’t linger at the cliff. I hustled back to the car and took Melinda home. There was no good night kiss. Without my galactic backdrop of Lock Raven cracking in the blue black, moon and star-filled night, I simply didn’t have the game for it.

    Of course I didn’t blame her for not coming down to the lookout with me. It was the sort of situation that teenage girls are wisely warned against putting themselves in. But I do believe it was my failure to crack her code that discouraged me from asking her out again. Shortly after that she started dating this skinny preppy kid Steve pretty steadily. I heard she lost her virginity to him on prom night, though I harbor my doubts. Even if it’s true, I like to think she did it with the same kind of doggéd faithfulness to tradition with which, earlier in the evening, she pinned his boutonniere to the lapel of his tux.

    After we all graduated, we headed to Ocean City for Senior Week. Melinda was sharing a condominium in one of the nicer high-rises with three or four other girls. One afternoon it was just me and her in the apartment: everyone else was down at the beach. We stood facing each other, maybe two feet apart. I had come to pick up a hat I’d left behind at a big party the night before. We were chatting. The electricity between us caught me off guard. I had long since moved on in my infatuations, now chasing a girl that had liked me through all of high school, but whose affections cooled once I finally showed an interest.

    Melinda was smiling at me, and she knew the effect of that smile, relaxed and supremely confident. Our chatting came to the subject of that one date we had. I sought to set the record straight. “I didn’t even want to kiss you. I just wanted you to see the ice in the moonlight. Hear it cracking.”

    “You didn’t want to kiss me?”

    “Well, sure I wanted to but…”

    “But what?”

    “I don’t know.  I didn’t want to spook you.”

    “You didn’t spook me.”

    “Okay.”

    “You could’ve kissed me in the car.”

    “I could’ve?”

    “Sure. Why not?”

    “I don’t know.”

    “So what are you going to do now?” She was close to me.  Smiling.  In control this time.

    “I’m gonna go.”

    “Ah. Too bad.”  She was still smiling.

    “It was great seeing you.” I managed to say.

    “Was it?”

    My heart was huge and hollow as I walked away from her condo door.

    “Fuck!”

    I thought I was being noble. That’s how I excused my cowardice: fidelity to some other girl who was holding me at distance.

    I forgive myself now.  The fact is I didn’t completely trust Melinda.  She ran with a crowd that for the most part hated me.  It seemed inevitable that at that moment, in the condo, after all the time that had passed since our date, she had to hate me too.  Maybe she was mocking me?  Taunting me?  I was petrified she’d pull away if I made a move.

    She’s right there.  Still smiling.  Seventeen. Clear as moonlight.

    I invited Melinda to be my Face Book friend, after I started writing this. She never responded.  I am as much relieved as anything. I suspect the person she has become would be just as leery of the person I have become as we both were of each other as teenagers.  I picture her driving to work, not riding a bus like me.  I picture her with good looking kids, but none as darkly captivating as her.  I cannot doubt she’s well off, probably even better off than her well-off parents were when I drove past the golf course that night. I wager she loves her husband quite a lot, but with a touch of her unique reserve, which will always leave him wondering, and fascinated.

    I don’t want to push contacting her. I certainly don’t want to go back in time and kiss her in Ocean City, or… well, I do, but only if I get to keep my own brimming life back here in the future: my own sons and crappy job and gorgeous wife holding me captive with her own unique reserves.

    It’s the wanting we survive in, and what I want, even more than another chance at that summer kiss, is to have Melinda hear the ice cracking in that blue black night.

  • Spilling the B-Sides Beans

    Spilling the B-Sides Beans

    I’m going to tell you a secret and you’re going to thank me for it later.

    There’s a lot to hate about the kind of entertainment that gets perpetrated this season, but Christmas: B-Sides & Rarities is not on that naughty list. Curated by Jim Jewell B-Sides has become the Seattle performance insiders’ insider holiday event: a super small, super secret, super bitter and dark (in the best sorts of ways) scrumptious “antidote to the overly cheery, relentlessly commercialized traditional Christmas fare.” 

    I started coming as an audience member a few years back, but Jim, in his questionable wisdom, asked me to participate in subsequent years. In fact, this time when he asked I pushed back and I asked if I could read some poetry and prose instead of the playwriting I’m better known for. Jim was kind enough to sort of shrug and say, “Sure.  Whatever.” To honor his insouciant beneficence (I promise the poetry won’t be that insufferably overwrought), I have written two original pieces especially for the occasion. Next Monday I’ll be reading them for the very first time ever, along with other much more fabulous acts, such as:

    – rock’n’roll from Joey Kline (formerly of The Squirrels and The Plaintiffs);

    – “Magi” written by Jim Jewell and directed by Dan Tarker, featuring Jaryl Allen Draper, Fox Rain Matthews, and Madison Marie Rengli;

    – “Yule Log” written by Dan Tarker and directed by Jim Jewell, featuring Megan Ahiers and Mark Fullerton;

    – “Redneck” written and performed by Jennifer Neel, Paul Shipp and Joe Zavadil;

    – buffoonery from UMO Ensemble vets Christine and Lyam White;

    – magical, maniacal storytelling from the inimitable Jennifer Jasper

    – ukelele mayhem from E-Ray and the LPs;

    – and more from Scot Augustson, Kymberlee della Luce, John McKenna, and Colleen Roberston.

    Tickets for this one-night-only event are $15 online or $18 at the door.

    Get Tickets ahead at  xmasbsides.brownpapertickets.com

    B-Sides & Rarities receives marketing and logistical support from The 14/48 Projects, producers of 14/48: The World’s Quickest Theater Festival and Theater Anonymous, so 14/48 vets get $10 tickets online with the usual code.

  • Sandbox Radio Live! Makes a Bold New Move

    Sandbox Radio Live! Makes a Bold New Move

    Sure bigger isn’t always better, and art doesn’t always thrive when it moves to a fancier-panted venue. I know I’d rather have seen the Beatles work the Cavern Club in Liverpool—or even better, one of the Hamburg dives they learned their chops in—rather than Shea Stadium, where even they couldn’t hear themselves play.

    So there are inevitably doubters about Sandbox Radio LIVE’s move to the much larger venue of ACT’s Falls Theatre for its upcoming episode, January 13, 2004.  But here’s the thing: for about three years running we have sold out every live taping of SBRL! that we have produced at West of Lenin, our perfectly cozy little venue in Fremont. That means there are people—lots of people—actually, that would like to experience the unique fun of witnessing the live recording of our podcasts who can’t, simply because we don’t have seats for them. 

    This move can help us reach more people with our unique live performance offering which is quite literally (old-school usage) different from anything you have ever seen, featuring some of Seattle’s finest actors performing brand new locally sourced material generated by some of Seattle’s finest playwrights and (ahem) former playwrights.Beatles at the cavern club

    In short, this is the kind of bold artistic risk that deserves your reward. So how can you help? Just come!  Click this link and order your tickets so that we can have friendly butts in every new seat we’re adding.  Help us spread the fun of Sandbox Radio Live! Do it for the Beatles!  (It’s what Pete Best and Stu Sutcliffe would’ve wanted.)

    The details:

    January 13, 2014 at 8:00pm

    ACT’s Falls Theatre

    Running Time: 2 hours (including an intermission)

    The Food of Love includes new short audio plays from Seattle playwrights Vincent Delaney, Elizabeth Heffron, and Wayne Rawley, a fresh new episode of Paul Mullin’s noir-angel serial Markheim, the latest adventure of Scot Augustson’s hilarious Cousin Katie, special guest Jeopardy champ Ken Jennings, our fabulous live sfx, original music from Jose “Juicy” Gonzales and the Sandbox Radio Orchestra, and more surprises, all recorded in front of you, our “studio” audience.

    Oh, and know that you can always enjoy the fun of Sandbox Radio, going back to our very first episode, by clicking below and downloading the podcasts:

    Here: https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/sandbox-radio-live/id452830642

    Or here: http://www.stitcher.com/podcast/sandbox-radio-live?refid=stpr

    PS !  You can message me privately for a discount code which will save you 25% off your ticket price.

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  • Finally Face to Face with the Other Racer

    Finally Face to Face with the Other Racer

    Last night I got to meet a man I’ve known for 10 years, albeit only in the very arcane and narrow way that a playwright can know one of his living subjects. In addition to being an actual living person, J. Craig Venter is a character in my play The Sequence, which dramatizes the real-life race to decode the human genome.  Venter drove the private side of the race, while Francis Collins, now head of the NIH, drove the public side as then head of the Human Genome Project. Some years ago, I had the honor of meeting Dr. Collins at an early public reading of the play at George Mason University. He came late, sat in the last available seat, in the front row about eight feet from the actor playing him. It was the most nerve-wracking night of my life. But when the reading was over and the bows were taken, Collins graciously, spontaneously joined the post-play discussion. And at the reception after, Collins happily chatted with my all my friends, as well as my mom, brother and niece who had driven down from Maryland to attend.  He later emailed me asking for a signed copy of the play to give his mother. Collins impressed me as a deeply affable and approachable person.  Dr. Venter, however, proved more elusive—that is, until last night when I attended his lecture at Town Hall Seattle, at which he introduced his new book, Life at the Speed of Light, which details his recent efforts to “boot up” an artificial organism from DNA code “written” by his team.

    I learned a lot of things last night.  Here’s a sampling, in order of increasing “inside baseball” genome geekery:

    “That dust in your house?  That’s you!”

    This direct quote from Venter came as he described how life is a constant process of renewing worn out proteins. If the trash doesn’t get removed, you wind up with some particularly nasty afflictions like Alzheimer’s and Mad Cow Disease

    Life happens because of Brownian Motion.

    Brownian Motion, the constant random motion of water molecules, theoretically confirmed by Albert Einstein, creates a turbulence within living cells with a force comparable to a Richter 9 earthquake.  This constant agitation drives the enzymatic processes that allow life to exist and do all the cool things that life does. Brownian Motion is temperature and phase state-dependent, which is a fancy way of saying life requires water in a liquid state.

    Biological teleportation is coming.

    Instead of transporting organisms, we will beam their digital genomic code to far flung places, like disease control centers around the globe during a pandemic, or even farther, to places, like Mars.  And conversely,when we do find life on Mars (for Venter it’s a “when” not an “if”) we will sequence it’s DNA in situ there, then beam back the digital code to earth so that the Martian life-form can be “printed” into terrestrial existence, for… ya know… further investigation.

    Artificial life gets watermarked.

    “We think it’s very important, when making a synthetic species, to mark the species as synthetic.”  Gee, Craig. Ya think?! So Venter’s team inserted “watermarks” into the DNA of their artificial organism: widely recognizable English phrases consisting of quotes from James Joyce, Robert Oppenheimer and Richard Feynman.  Shortly after Venter’s team first published their results, they got a call from the Joyce estate demanding to know why permission hadn’t been sought.* My friend attending with me last night, who had also seen a reading of The Sequence at Seattle Public Theatre a few weeks ago, remarked how ironic it is that Venter should be so irked, when back in the 1990’s he was an outspoken advocate of gene patenting. As my buddy put it, “Intellectual property law can be a bitch.”

    Artificial life needs kill-switches. 

    If (more likely when) we introduce human-designed organisms into the wide world beyond the laboratory, which we might do for any number of legitimate purposes — health care, food production, energy production, environmental clean-up, reversal of global warming, etc.— we are going to want to the means to – ahem—un-introduce them.

    Venter became an amateur science historian. 

    In his lecture he frequently referenced the fairly obscure work of 18th and 19th Century scientists and thinkers, the ideas of whom he seems to have used for inspiration and guidance when sailing the uncharted seas of artificial life creation. As an amateur science historian myself, this charms me.

    Venter and I share a fascination with a brilliant little book by the guy who gave us the “neither-dead-nor-alive” cat.

    What is Life?, was published in 1944 by quantum physicist Erwin Schrödinger. In it, nearly a decade before Watson and Crick’s discovery of DNA’s structure and mechanisms, Schrodinger posited that the information processing required for the propagation of life might in fact be the result of a simple digital code.  Some day I need to write an essay about “What is Life?” It’s an eminently accessible book for the lay reader, and in it Schrodinger goes on to posit theories much more outlandish than digital life.  Indeed the entire book seems to point at a potentially universe-reversing conclusion that life might provide a powerful negating counter-punch to the seemingly unbreakable 2nd Law of Thermo-dynamics, such that entropy may not, in fact, have the final word that we have all been taught it must.

    Not even scientists get to fudge history.

    Both Venter, and the comparable genius who introduced him, the University of Washington’s own Leroy Hood, worked hard at times last night to needlessly and speciously burnish Venter’s legacy. For instance, Hood asserted in his introduction that Venter made his company Celera’s work product freely available during the  genome race  as a reference for competitors, like Collins’ team at HGP, who were also attempting to  read every one of the 3 billion letters of the genome. In fact the opposite was true. The public side HGP data was used by Celera to double-check its enormously long, but doubtfully accurate sequences. (The “Shotgun” sequencing technique which Venter developed was fast, but sloppy.) Celera  held their sequences under wraps as private and proprietary information which they hoped to sell in a paid subscription model like Bloomberg Professional Services.  That plan never came to fruition.

    Venter’s DNA was not God’s gift to humanity.

    After getting fired from Celera, the company he founded, Venter publically released the bombshell news that the genome sample the company sequenced was not, as it should have been, from a randomly selected anonymous donor but rather from Venter himself. He had snuck his own DNA into the lab at the very beginning of the process. Last night Lee Hood maintained that Venter’s bizarre action has been widely praised in the scientific community and beyond, when in fact, it is almost universally viewed as an ethically questionable stunt of astounding hubris.

    Venter was against junk DNA before he was for it.

    Junk DNA is one of the great mysteries of biology. Over 98% of the human genome is noncoding DNA, meaning it doesn’t get translated into proteins. It just sits there, doing what? Maybe nothing. When asked a question about junk DNA last night, Venter said he had always argued against a commonly held notion that junk DNA has little value; but actually back at his first company TIGR, he was indeed dismissive of junk DNA. Here’s a snippet from early in The Sequence, before Craig decides to join the genome race:

    KELLIE:  So tell me.  Why is it so important to sequence the human genome?

    CRAIG:  It’s not.

    KELLIE:  It’s not?

    CRAIG:  No.  95 percent of it is junk.  I’m only interested in the five percent that does something.  The sequences that make up genes.  I don’t care if we ever sequence the other stuff.

    Nitpicking aside, I had a delightful evening. If nothing else, seeing Venter up close and personal helped reassure me that I had gotten him right in The Sequence, capturing his brash confidence and brilliance, his impatient pursuit of achievement.

    My play is at least a blip on Venter’s radar. 

    Upon the lecture’s conclusion, I bought Life at the Speed of Light and stood in line to have Venter sign it. I had also brought along a copy of The Sequence which I personalized to him during the lecture. “For J. Craig Venter. Thank you for driving this amazing story, and this astounding achievement in human history. ” When it was my turn to get my book signed I said, “Dr. Venter, my name is Paul Mullin and I wrote this play about you.”  I handed him the script along with his book to sign.

    “Oh, so you’re the guy,” he said.

    “Yes. I am the guy.”

    We smiled at each other and shook hands.

    “Can I make changes to this?” he jokingly asked.

    “Sure,” I countered “Mark it up and sent it back to me.” I wasn’t really joking.

    Then he signed my book and we wished each other well.  Alas, I didn’t get a picture.  Maybe next time.

    *The quote was from Joyce’s Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man. “To live, to err, to fall, to triumph, to recreate life out of life.” I could’ve have told them that Joyce’s people are notoriously stingy with permissions.  The issue is now moot, however, since most of Joyce’s major works fell into public domain on January 1, 2012.  Thank goodness!

  • Outlook Reminder

    Outlook Reminder

    This just popped up on my screen. I created this reminder 5 years ago after a possibly ill-advised speech I gave at the Moore Theatre. Still, I’m looking forward to a new road starting Sunday.

  • My Last Play Reading

    My Last Play Reading

    You might rightly judge that title to be half fib, depending on how you read it.  The upcoming public reading of  Philosophical Zombie Killers, happening on September 14 at 7:30 pm at Freehold Theatre, will certainly, and happily, not be the last public reading of a play of mine. The Sequence is scheduled to be read on October 12 at 2pm at the Bathhouse Theater at Green Lake.  (More details here.)  But Philosophical Zombie Killers is indeed my last full-length play. I have no plans to write another, and no great prospects for future full production of this, or any other play I have written. On September 15, the day after this reading, I will officially step away from the theatre. I have no plans to return. Of course threads of sadness run through this decision, but it is also interwoven with hope, and anticipation of new adventures. I hope you’ll wish me well. And if you can, I hope you’ll come see this reading. Here, below the fold, is the press release with all the info:

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